She brought no gifts.
That told me immediately she had thought about what would make me comfortable.
She was seventy now, silver-haired and still elegant enough to make my modest living room look underdressed.
When I opened the door, she simply looked at me.
“Oh, Claire.”
Her eyes filled.
I had not expected that.
Neither had she, apparently.
She pressed her lips together.
“May I hug you?”
I nodded.
She held me gently.
Not like a former mother-in-law.
Like someone who had missed me.
The boys were building a railway across the living-room floor.
Eleanor did not rush toward them.
She waited until I introduced her.
“This is Eleanor,” I said. “Gabriel’s mother.”
Theo looked up.
“So you’re our grandma.”
Her composure nearly failed.
“If you would like me to be.”
Ben handed her a wooden train.
“You can be the blue one.”
Eleanor sat on my rug in a cashmere skirt that probably cost more than my first car and spent forty minutes pushing a blue wooden train through a tunnel made from sofa cushions.
Only after the boys left with Laura for an afternoon at the Natural History Museum did we talk.
Eleanor sat across from me at the kitchen table.
“Serena told me you know.”
“Yes.”
“I should have told Gabriel.”
I had prepared myself for explanations.
Defenses.
Instead, she began there.
“I thought I was respecting you.”
“You never contacted me.”
“I did.”
I stared at her.
“When?”
“Twice.”
“No, you didn’t.”
She reached into her handbag.
“I wrote to your old address. The apartment in Brooklyn.”
“I moved before the boys were born.”
“I know that now.”
She removed two envelopes.
Returned mail.
My name was written in her handwriting.
Both were stamped undeliverable.
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